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Post by Deklan Douglas Davenport on Apr 20, 2011 15:16:15 GMT -5
there's a fire starting in my heart reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style,background-image: url('http://i53.tinypic.com/wb98wn.jpg');,true] ROLLING IN THE DEEP !
Even after everything his breathing was still erratic, it didn't want to calm down, it was still winded from their activities, he just wanted to hold her close threw out the night it was as if he had been waiting for this moment again all his life. They had their time in the past maybe that was part of the journey called life that lead them here or some would say destiny maybe? Fate was a funny thing, but whatever it was he was blissfully content being right here and now. How he loved the woman before him. He stroked her cheek softly with his thumb as they both shared a kiss. It made his stomach twing a little with excitement and he had feelings for the girls he seen in the past he wouldn't have dated them otherwise, but this girl.. this girl was something different and special and it is possible he could be the father of her child. Ever since he laid eyes on the beany he had been in love with her. It was hard for him to let her go with the adopted parents like 'no i took care of that baby in her belly you can't have her kind of thing' but at the time it was what was best for the beanie wasn't it? Now, they have her back and hell even if he isn't her daddy you know he would always act as if he was hers. He prayed her was he wanted to help save her life.... Deklan just stared off looking into Chey's eyes. She was so beautiful even dripping in sparkly sweat that had radiated off the two of them. His family already treated the two like family would think love the idea of them or think it was a bad idea with the way the two were best friends. That thought thought wasn't even a blimp in his radar right now. The only think he could think about is her and how naturally the three words of I love you sprawled off his lips as if they were meant to tell her those words over and over again. Chey meant more to him then just sex she had to know that right? She had to of? Tears began to well up in her eyes, and he had seen it looking down at her and he was worried she would think this was a huge mistake and wanted to dry them tears, but was interupped by the sounds of his phone going off. Oh my he thought he could die right then and there more so from the blissful time they had together, but this time of embaressment here. They were sharing a moment and here his phone was going off how horrid. She even told him that it was him.. " I am sorry. maybe i should leave it." He told her as he continued to look at her, but the phone kept ringing and as soon as the voice mail kicked in it rang again.. it was like non stop and had to be important right? He was mentally cursing himself.. would she hate him for his phone going off? He muttered an 'i am sorry.' to her once again and a text message dinged off, and he looked at it. He had some date tonight oooops..... this was far better then his date that was for damn sure... he text back real quick saying he couldn't make it a family member is in the hospital.. It sounded so good saying family memeber and well Jessica was family.. if not by blood then she is by the closeness. He looked at the date and remembered what he had a date for tonight it was valentines day.. what a day to get stood up eh and for Beany to be in the hospital.. " Happy Valentine's Day, Chey." he had said tossing his phone onto the front seat after putting it on vibrate. He was sure to get more messages, but he wanted to sink into the hear and now... It was as if one of his wildest dreams came true the rest of the world could wait, but not too long since they have to go see Jessica..he had to get tested he had to bet he daddy right? " We should probably get dressed and go eh? Even thought I would love to just bask in this moment forever.., "we should go see beany don't you think ?" he asked pulling her close to him and letting his fingers run threw her hair.
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Post by Chevrolet Winchester on Apr 20, 2011 15:18:50 GMT -5
there's a fire starting in my heart reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style,background-image: url('http://i53.tinypic.com/wb98wn.jpg');,true] ROLLING IN THE DEEP !
Deklan had asked if he should ignore the phone but Chey wasn't entirely sure she saw the point. He'd apologized and she found herself nodding an ''It's okay.'' before he moved away to check the text message. As she checked it, his body moved away from hers and she sat herself up, trying to find her clothes but settled for awkwardly wrapping her arms around herself to cover herself, her legs twisting awkwardly. He was clearly texting back and she continued to shake like a leaf. Why was it so cold in here?? Everything felt slightly awkward, She wasn't sure what to do with herself. He'd turned to her and started speaking, throwing the phone into the front seat. Chey blinked erratically, trying to absorb the words, a slow and simple "What?" becoming all she could muster. "It's valentines day? Really?" Chey had already worked out why he was getting phone calls and she wasn't sure if it made her feel better or worse about doing this. She always seemed to pick the guys that had more experience that she did. Wirth dating, with sex. Everything. She may have become a mother at twenty years old but she'd still only slept with three guys. She was pretty sure Deklan had lost his virginity before she'd even had her first kiss. She was so afraid of being a one night stand but she had to trust him when he said he loved her because if she didn't, it'd probably kill her. He told her they should get dressed and go see her little girl and she'd nodded his head gently. A hint of a smile was gracing her lips, Chey let out a small sigh, moving into his hand to nuzzle him. "I'm scared. I've failed her so much Deklan and now I might lose her before I get to make it right. What am I going to do?"
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Post by Deklan Douglas Davenport on Apr 20, 2011 15:20:59 GMT -5
there's a fire starting in my heart reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style,background-image: url('http://i53.tinypic.com/wb98wn.jpg');,true] ROLLING IN THE DEEP !
Deklan still felt horrible getting a call right after they shared a passionate moment of not just sex, but making love. She was the girl of his dream and he loves her to death. He was embarrassed so much by getting a call so quick after, but the call made him realize what today was it was v-day. Chey didn't seem to know that was today. With everything happening could he blame her? " Yesm it is, you gorgeous thing you." he had told her. It really was valentines day. Did she now get why he was getting calls? Deklan would probably get loads of calls and texts today so he had shut it off so he could just chill with her and they can try to figure out the Jessica stuff he hoped that he was a match and could make it all better especially, after what she just said about being scared and what if she lost her before she can make it right, Deklan really didn't know the right thing to say to that but he was going to try his best. " Everything will be okay, Chey you'll see. It will be okay." He tried to re assure her, but would it work? She probably had that set in her head that something bad is gonna happen. " You have to think positive Chey." He tried to tell her. " We'll go see if I am a match and everything will be okay. She will be okay and you will have all the time in the world to make it right." Deklan had said searching for their clothes and slipping on his boxers. Looking threw his pants for his keys and auto starting the car so it would warm some, and looking for her clothes so she could get them on. He wanted to get her dressed quick cuz she was shivering like a leaf. " I am serious Chey what you are going to do is think postitive." if he wasn't a match then well he would hound everyone he knows to get tested to save a little girls life. "You know I wouldn't give up till she is okay.. you'll have pleanty of time with her you'll see." He told her finding her clothes and giving them to her. " I think we can start by picking her up a v-day pressie to keep her company in there?" He was trying to lighten the mood and her thoughts, but she was a worried mother so he doubted that what he said and his idea to lighten her darkened thoughts of getting the little one something for Valentines Day would help. Deklan stole her hand and kissed it softly. "We just have to stay positive that she will be okay. It's okay to be scared it's what makes us alive. I am scared too. I don't want to lose her either and you know I will bug the nurses and whoever till they find her a match I will get all my friends tested and I know a lot of people... if i am not a match and we would have to find one. So we shouldn't worry to much beautiful. You will make yourself sick and you know hospitals are filled with loads of germs.." Deklan had spoke after looking inti them eyes of hers they are so beautiful that he could get lost. " I will do my best to make this right and okay so you don't have to worry so much." He didn't want her to worry and make herself sick, but there wasn't much he could do except tell her to keep things posititive and keep the faith. The car was already starting to warm and he helped her slip some of her clothes back on so she could be all toasty before slipping the rest of his stuff on. If she hadn't been drinking he would have let her drive to clear her head, but she had been drinkin so safe beats are he was driving. He pulled her close and held her in his arms stroking at her arm softly and gently. He didn't like that she felt so scared and worried about what she was going to do. What would either of them do if they lost jessiebean? She was part of his world too and that is why he had to stay positive that she would be okay, because he himself didn't want to crack and fall apart so he had to say she isn't going anywhere and maybe if he wished it enough it would come true. He would hold her till she is ready to go then they could slip into the front and drive off well after he gets dressed? "So do you think I would get pulled over if I went driving like this?" He asked trying to make her giggle and say he was silly. He was sat there holding her in his boxers he was more worried about keeping her warm then himself..
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