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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:32:37 GMT -5
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It was scary how much she still felt everything she used to, but it was more scary how easily she could still tuck herself into him! She kept her body bunched up for a moment, just settling her head into the crook of his neck until he spoke again. It felt like a momentary battle to pull her arms from between them and immediately locked them around him. "Why?" It was now more than obvious in her voice that she was crying her eyes out, but it was a genuine question, she couldn't understand why he would love her. She didn't understand why he would have in the first place but especially after everything she did but she never stopped loving him... She couldn't.
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:33:15 GMT -5
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Why? Because she was everything he ever wanted. Because she made him laugh like no one else ever could. Because he was happy with her, because he felt complete with her, right with her… there were so many reasons jostling for permission in his head that for a long moment he couldn’t answer. He couldn’t do anything but hold her and revel in the way it felt to have her back in his arms again. Finally… he spoke. ”Because I never stopped Delilah. We…. We’re good together. Happy. You’re beautiful and funny an no one else makes me feel as happy as you do… other than Noah.. and I’m sure that because he’s half you. We fit Delilah….”
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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:33:38 GMT -5
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As she listened to him speak, she let out a hard sob. Hand's clutching the material at Stuart's back, she just held onto him. She had no idea how she'd gone all this time without him, how she'd got through every day without being in his arms. She didn't know how she could want to kiss him so damn badly. Eventually, she pulled back, resting her chin on his chest, misty eyes looking up at him. For a moment she bit her lips together but then she just had to ask. She wanted to have this conversation... talk about them and when she left but she just had to know what had driven her mad for the last six years. "What's he like?" She had no doubt that her son would still be as beautiful as he was the day he was born, and she had no doubt that Stuart made him happy, just like he did for her, but she had to know.
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:33:47 GMT -5
[atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f5f5f5; width: 440px; padding: 4px;, bTable] [STYLE=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 55px; color: d5d5d5; text-transform: lowercase; margin-top: -20px; letter-spacing: -5px; border-bottom: 2px solid #e4e4e4; line-height: 45px; width: 320px;]TICK TACK TICK TACK[/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i993.photobucket.com/albums/af58/lunakids/josh17-1.png); height: 100px; width: 100px; border: 3px solid #e4e4e4; float: right; padding: 3px; margin-top: -56px; ] [/style] [STYLE= font-family: arial; font-size: 70px; color:eaeaea; float: left; margin-top: -14px;]⚜[/style] [STYLE= text-align: justify; width: 250px; font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; line-height: 10px; letter-spacing: 2px; font-style: italic; padding: 3px; color: c5c5c5;]"TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE KIMI DAKE AISHITERU SORE KIMOCHI WA KAWARANAI OH BOKURA NI WA KASANATTE KITA SUTEKI NA OMOIDE MO ARUKEDO KONO YONI ASUROSU GOSANAI KARA OOKINA OH SO"[/STYLE]
[STYLE=background-color: eeeeee; text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; color: 909090; letter-spacing: 1px; border-bottom: 1px solid e6e6e6; line-height: 16px;]TO LIE I SHALL SING IT FOR YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT[/style] [STYLE=text-align: left; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; color: ababab; font-style: italic;]NOTES ● keep it short pl0x ● LYRICS ● tick tack, u-kiss ● CREDITS ● rayah! of btn![/style]
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He is… amazing. He’s beautiful… he has your eyes. But he’s blonde. He loves basketball and Saturday morning cartoons, as well as lucky charms though he doesn’t like the blue marshmallows. Loves strawberries. Hates grapes. He wakes up on Sunday in time to watch bugs bunny in bed… he continued for another few minutes, just telling her everything about their son that popped into his head whilst he held her. Everything from his favourite colour to his hatred of ducks after one stole the load of bread from his hand at the park one time. He calls them thieves. ”You need to meet him Delilah…
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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:34:32 GMT -5
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As Stuart told her about their son, a genuine smile grew across her face, grinning by the end of it and chuckling occasionally. As well as the fact she was learning about the little boy she longed to know more about, it was the obvious love Stuart had for him that made everything inside her feel warmer, happier. She loved every part of Noah that reminded her of Stuart and occasionally of herself or her sisters. As soon as Stuart told her that she needed to meet him, her eyes grew wide and she stepped back, shaking her head slightly. "No... Stu he sounds.... Perfect.... I don't want to... What if I......" Looking down, Delilah remembered every reason she had for handing him to his father six years ago. "I promised him he'd have the happiest life, that you'd love him completely... He's perfect and I can't ruin him."
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:34:38 GMT -5
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The idea if Delilah meeting their son excited him. Perhaps it would be enough to convince her to stay, maybe where he had failed their son would succeed, but the smile that had grown on his face as the spoke of him soon disappeared and was replaced with confusion. Ruin him? How could she possibly do that? How could she possibly do anything else but enhance him? {b] “You won’t ruin him Delilah… you could never ruin him!” |
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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:34:52 GMT -5
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Her hand lifted to her face and her teeth began to worry on her thumb nail. She hated that she took that smile off her face, she hated it any time she did so. She couldn't help but smile again at the idea of him having this little pirate party but that didn't mean that the idea of seeing him didn't terrify her. "I'm a mess Stuart and he deserves so much more!!" How could she even tell him what had become of her?? She wasn't what she wanted for her son. She wasn't what she wanted for Stuart. She knew she wasn't good enough! Even before she was a stripper, everything in her life had become a mess! "He might not even want to meet me."
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:34:59 GMT -5
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[STYLE=background-color: eeeeee; text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; color: 909090; letter-spacing: 1px; border-bottom: 1px solid e6e6e6; line-height: 16px;]TO LIE I SHALL SING IT FOR YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT[/style] [STYLE=text-align: left; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; color: ababab; font-style: italic;]NOTES ● keep it short pl0x ● LYRICS ● tick tack, u-kiss ● CREDITS ● rayah! of btn![/style]
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He panicked. He was losing her. He could see it in her face and the way she worried her nail. He was so close to getting her back he could taste her lips and feel her skin pressed against his but the link was so tentative, she was so simply terrified that it would take only one wrong move and she would be gone from his world altogether. He couldn’t go through that again. He couldn’t lose her again. ”what if! What if we didn’t tell him… tell him that you were his mum…. You could just be a friend…. My friend… helping… and see how he is with you? How you are with him… then… you can at least meet him….”
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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:35:07 GMT -5
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With a tongue run over her lip, Delilah started to consider what he said. "But then... Wont he be upset if he finds out we lied?" She sighed gently and shook her head gently. "I want to meet him so bad. You can't even imagine how much... But I'm scared Stuart." She was just as scared of losing him as he was of losing her but it was in a different way. It would be so much easier if she didn't feel about him how she did, if she didn't care about what he thought of her but she did. Maybe a huge part of that was the fact that he was the first person in her life that didn't judge her. He knew her past but never pressed on it. He took her at face value. "I've done some really stupid things...."
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:35:19 GMT -5
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”We’ve all done stupid things Delilah, I’ve done so many stupid things in my life… but you… Noah… you were the first thing I started doing right…. Please. If not for me then for yourself…” yes. He was pulling, grasping at the few straws he had left, hoping for the best and praying for a small miracle that she would agree to his crazy idea, that she would come and see her son on his birthday and join in the many pirate themed games he had planned. She had to agree to this. She had too. Or else he knew he would of lost her again… his heart would break again, and he wasn’t sure if he could take it this time.
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