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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:44:49 GMT -5
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"No... She didn't....." She didn't dream it, just like she didn't dream having to pay Paige the mass amounts of money she lost on the sale of the place. "I went back to see you.... Like.... a couple of months after that fight...... She...." Suddenly Delilah started trying to mull everything over in her head, trying to piece together what he'd told her and the story she'd received from Sally that day. "Manipulative bitch......" She let out a laugh, one of those that only come from the disbelief of your own stupidity. "So she took my house, kept me away from the man I loved and almost kept my child from having a father... I've got to hand it to her... Your ex wife is pretty damn smart."
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:45:01 GMT -5
[atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f5f5f5; width: 440px; padding: 4px;, bTable] [STYLE=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 55px; color: d5d5d5; text-transform: lowercase; margin-top: -20px; letter-spacing: -5px; border-bottom: 2px solid #e4e4e4; line-height: 45px; width: 320px;]TICK TACK TICK TACK[/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i993.photobucket.com/albums/af58/lunakids/josh17-1.png); height: 100px; width: 100px; border: 3px solid #e4e4e4; float: right; padding: 3px; margin-top: -56px; ] [/style] [STYLE= font-family: arial; font-size: 70px; color:eaeaea; float: left; margin-top: -14px;]⚜[/style] [STYLE= text-align: justify; width: 250px; font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; line-height: 10px; letter-spacing: 2px; font-style: italic; padding: 3px; color: c5c5c5;]"TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE KIMI DAKE AISHITERU SORE KIMOCHI WA KAWARANAI OH BOKURA NI WA KASANATTE KITA SUTEKI NA OMOIDE MO ARUKEDO KONO YONI ASUROSU GOSANAI KARA OOKINA OH SO"[/STYLE] [STYLE=background-color: eeeeee; text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; color: 909090; letter-spacing: 1px; border-bottom: 1px solid e6e6e6; line-height: 16px;]TO LIE I SHALL SING IT FOR YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT[/style] [STYLE=text-align: left; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; color: ababab; font-style: italic;]NOTES ● keep it short pl0x ● LYRICS ● tick tack, u-kiss ● CREDITS ● rayah! of btn![/style] [STYLE=background-color: ebebeb; text-align: justify; padding: 3px; color: 888888; font-family: arial; font-size: 10px;] Stuart paused mid step, looking dumb founded. ” You came back? You came back and you spoke to sally but… but not me?” he shook his head and tried to clear it to understand what was being said to him. She had come back. She had come back to see him…. And his wife… no. he is wife and bitch…. Had taken her for everything she had. ” Sally is…. She’s pure evil. how had he never seen it before?! She had tried to keep him from his own child… even when… when she had known that a big family, children, was all he ever wanted. [/style] |
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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:45:52 GMT -5
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Delilah just shook her head slightly, trying not to cry. "Oh my god... I can't believe I feel for her crap...." Now here Delilah was, shaking like crazy again. "I wanted to see you... I came back to see you.... To tell you that you were going to be dad but she said.... She told me that you'd spent months trying to get her back and that if you saw me...." Looking up at the night sky, Delilah wished the darkness would swallow her whole right now because she swore... She'd never felt so terrible in her life! "She promised she'd make you happy, but I couldn't see you, and she wouldn't let me tell you I was pregnant.... That was why I gave you Noah the way I did.... Because that way she couldn't stop me.... And he needed you."
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:46:30 GMT -5
[atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f5f5f5; width: 440px; padding: 4px;, bTable] [STYLE=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 55px; color: d5d5d5; text-transform: lowercase; margin-top: -20px; letter-spacing: -5px; border-bottom: 2px solid #e4e4e4; line-height: 45px; width: 320px;]TICK TACK TICK TACK[/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i993.photobucket.com/albums/af58/lunakids/josh17-1.png); height: 100px; width: 100px; border: 3px solid #e4e4e4; float: right; padding: 3px; margin-top: -56px; ] [/style] [STYLE= font-family: arial; font-size: 70px; color:eaeaea; float: left; margin-top: -14px;]⚜[/style] [STYLE= text-align: justify; width: 250px; font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; line-height: 10px; letter-spacing: 2px; font-style: italic; padding: 3px; color: c5c5c5;]"TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE KIMI DAKE AISHITERU SORE KIMOCHI WA KAWARANAI OH BOKURA NI WA KASANATTE KITA SUTEKI NA OMOIDE MO ARUKEDO KONO YONI ASUROSU GOSANAI KARA OOKINA OH SO"[/STYLE] [STYLE=background-color: eeeeee; text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; color: 909090; letter-spacing: 1px; border-bottom: 1px solid e6e6e6; line-height: 16px;]TO LIE I SHALL SING IT FOR YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT[/style] [STYLE=text-align: left; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; color: ababab; font-style: italic;]NOTES ● keep it short pl0x ● LYRICS ● tick tack, u-kiss ● CREDITS ● rayah! of btn![/style] [STYLE=background-color: ebebeb; text-align: justify; padding: 3px; color: 888888; font-family: arial; font-size: 10px;] He didn’t even think about all the reasons why he shouldn’t now. He didn’t think about the billion and one reasons why this was the last thing he should ever think about doing, and he just did it. He leant forward, and took her hands in his, and pulled her back into his embrace, kissing the top of her head and just holding her to him. “By the sounds of it… you weren’t the only one who fell for her schemes and tricks. But… i… I’m glad you gave me Noah. Even the way you did… i…. I don’t know how I would survive without him now “ [/style] |
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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:46:46 GMT -5
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Holding into him and listening to his words.... Seriously how did he smell so good? How could the scent of him invoke so much that she'd convinced herself she'd forgotten, how could the feeling of his arms feel so safe and so familiar when the time they'd spent apart was so much longer than the time they'd spent together? How could her heart still ache for him when he was right there?!?! One thing she didn't question, was how him talking about their little boy could make the love she always felt for him feel that little stronger. They say there's always something you feel for your first love, and they say that the bond you have when you create a child with someone was unbreakable, but this was more than that, so much more. She tilted her head up to look at him, her eyes scanning his face. "Are you happy?" It was all she'd ever wanted for him. She wished she'd known. So much she wished she'd known. She didn't know how to make this right, but she just needed to know.
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:46:57 GMT -5
[atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f5f5f5; width: 440px; padding: 4px;, bTable] [STYLE=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 55px; color: d5d5d5; text-transform: lowercase; margin-top: -20px; letter-spacing: -5px; border-bottom: 2px solid #e4e4e4; line-height: 45px; width: 320px;]TICK TACK TICK TACK[/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i993.photobucket.com/albums/af58/lunakids/josh17-1.png); height: 100px; width: 100px; border: 3px solid #e4e4e4; float: right; padding: 3px; margin-top: -56px; ] [/style] [STYLE= font-family: arial; font-size: 70px; color:eaeaea; float: left; margin-top: -14px;]⚜[/style] [STYLE= text-align: justify; width: 250px; font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; line-height: 10px; letter-spacing: 2px; font-style: italic; padding: 3px; color: c5c5c5;]"TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE KIMI DAKE AISHITERU SORE KIMOCHI WA KAWARANAI OH BOKURA NI WA KASANATTE KITA SUTEKI NA OMOIDE MO ARUKEDO KONO YONI ASUROSU GOSANAI KARA OOKINA OH SO"[/STYLE] [STYLE=background-color: eeeeee; text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; color: 909090; letter-spacing: 1px; border-bottom: 1px solid e6e6e6; line-height: 16px;]TO LIE I SHALL SING IT FOR YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT[/style] [STYLE=text-align: left; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; color: ababab; font-style: italic;]NOTES ● keep it short pl0x ● LYRICS ● tick tack, u-kiss ● CREDITS ● rayah! of btn![/style] [STYLE=background-color: ebebeb; text-align: justify; padding: 3px; color: 888888; font-family: arial; font-size: 10px;] Now, there was a question and a half. Was he happy? Most days. Yes. He love having a son. He loved taking care of him, eating cereal and watching Sunday morning cartoons in bed. He loved taking him to school and dropping him off, and listening to the politics of a 1st grade class in the car on the way home. There was much joy to be found from raising their son, of that he was certain. But, Stuart was also lonely. He missed adult company sometimes. He missed the warmth of having someone in his bed. And he wanted someone to share in the memories he was making with Noah. He wanted Delilah to share those memories. "Most of the time" he answered, finally. "I’m just…. Lonely. Sometimes. " [/style] |
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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:47:05 GMT -5
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Chewing on her lip for a moment, Delilah nodded and continued to look up at him. Knowing she was at least happy made her heart so happy. Lonely wasn't exactly what she wanted, and she wasn't happy for that, but at least there was something... He was doing better than her for sure. She craved everything he had, but unlike most people she saw every day, he didn't seem to take it for granted. "I'm sorry you had to do this alone." She spoke at almost a whisper, lifting a hand to gently stroke his cheek, she looked up into his eyes. She forced herself to swallow gently, taking a deep breath. "Being away from you and him was the hardest thing I've ever done. The day I lost you, I lost my family. I lost all the love I've ever known. I am so sorry."
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:47:18 GMT -5
[atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f5f5f5; width: 440px; padding: 4px;, bTable] [STYLE=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 55px; color: d5d5d5; text-transform: lowercase; margin-top: -20px; letter-spacing: -5px; border-bottom: 2px solid #e4e4e4; line-height: 45px; width: 320px;]TICK TACK TICK TACK[/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i993.photobucket.com/albums/af58/lunakids/josh17-1.png); height: 100px; width: 100px; border: 3px solid #e4e4e4; float: right; padding: 3px; margin-top: -56px; ] [/style] [STYLE= font-family: arial; font-size: 70px; color:eaeaea; float: left; margin-top: -14px;]⚜[/style] [STYLE= text-align: justify; width: 250px; font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; line-height: 10px; letter-spacing: 2px; font-style: italic; padding: 3px; color: c5c5c5;]"TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE KIMI DAKE AISHITERU SORE KIMOCHI WA KAWARANAI OH BOKURA NI WA KASANATTE KITA SUTEKI NA OMOIDE MO ARUKEDO KONO YONI ASUROSU GOSANAI KARA OOKINA OH SO"[/STYLE] [STYLE=background-color: eeeeee; text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; color: 909090; letter-spacing: 1px; border-bottom: 1px solid e6e6e6; line-height: 16px;]TO LIE I SHALL SING IT FOR YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT[/style] [STYLE=text-align: left; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; color: ababab; font-style: italic;]NOTES ● keep it short pl0x ● LYRICS ● tick tack, u-kiss ● CREDITS ● rayah! of btn![/style] [STYLE=background-color: ebebeb; text-align: justify; padding: 3px; color: 888888; font-family: arial; font-size: 10px;] "It’s okay Delilah…. You’re back now…" He smiled as he clung to her, nuzzling his nose into her soft hair and just holding him to her chest. She was back now… but that wasn’t the niggling question on his mind right then. It was something else all together. "Tell me you’re going to stay Delilah… please…. I can’t lose you again." there. He said it. He still loved this beautiful woman, and in all brutal honesty, he wasn’t sure he could take losing her again. More than anything else, he wanted her to stay, with him, to get to know noah and love him as he did…. And maybe they could be a family again. [/style] |
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Post by Delilah Jade Cross on Aug 26, 2012 18:47:30 GMT -5
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She couldn't help herself. A tear tumbled down her face and she pushed her body up the best she could, tilting her head and pressing her lips to his. Slowly she looped her arms around his neck, holding her lips to his for a moment, pulling away to whisper against them. "I'm not going anywhere!" Her lips against his lips and her heart beating against his chest felt too familiar. It felt stupidly right. It felt too perfect if it was even possible for it to be so. "I don't even think I can."
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Post by stuartpenbrook on Aug 26, 2012 18:47:37 GMT -5
[atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f5f5f5; width: 440px; padding: 4px;, bTable] [STYLE=font-family: times new roman; font-size: 55px; color: d5d5d5; text-transform: lowercase; margin-top: -20px; letter-spacing: -5px; border-bottom: 2px solid #e4e4e4; line-height: 45px; width: 320px;]TICK TACK TICK TACK[/style] [STYLE=background: url(http://i993.photobucket.com/albums/af58/lunakids/josh17-1.png); height: 100px; width: 100px; border: 3px solid #e4e4e4; float: right; padding: 3px; margin-top: -56px; ] [/style] [STYLE= font-family: arial; font-size: 70px; color:eaeaea; float: left; margin-top: -14px;]⚜[/style] [STYLE= text-align: justify; width: 250px; font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; line-height: 10px; letter-spacing: 2px; font-style: italic; padding: 3px; color: c5c5c5;]"TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE TO LIE I SHALL BE HERE KIMI DAKE AISHITERU SORE KIMOCHI WA KAWARANAI OH BOKURA NI WA KASANATTE KITA SUTEKI NA OMOIDE MO ARUKEDO KONO YONI ASUROSU GOSANAI KARA OOKINA OH SO"[/STYLE] [STYLE=background-color: eeeeee; text-align: center; font-family: georgia; font-size: 11px; text-transform: lowercase; color: 909090; letter-spacing: 1px; border-bottom: 1px solid e6e6e6; line-height: 16px;]TO LIE I SHALL SING IT FOR YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT[/style] [STYLE=text-align: left; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; color: ababab; font-style: italic;]NOTES ● keep it short pl0x ● LYRICS ● tick tack, u-kiss ● CREDITS ● rayah! of btn![/style] [STYLE=background-color: ebebeb; text-align: justify; padding: 3px; color: 888888; font-family: arial; font-size: 10px;] She was trying to kill him. That was the only reasonable explanation for what she was doing to him. She was trying to restart his heart after six years of it barely beating and now it thudded in his chest as if jolted by electricity. It made the skin on his arms crawl, the hair stand on end, his breath catch in his lungs… and he loved it. He couldn’t get enough hair. He was going to die. But she was keeping him mercifully alive for as long as she held onto him… for as long as those lips remained pressed against his own. He smiled as she pulled away to whisper against them. "God I love you… Delilah I always have." And he kissed her again, deeply. [/style] |
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